Uhm...

So, not wanting to worry anyone, so don't, but I hate myself right now. I looked in the mirror, and I don't recognize myself emotionally or physically. I just don't feel right. I'm so tired. Tired of being positive - doesn't that sound terrible? I'm exhausted and want to stay in bed and watch HGTV, although I can't because I don't have a TV in my bedroom.

So I'm sitting here waiting for my brain to re-start....